OS:HATRED LOVE

HATRED LOVE

                        Krishna ji ne ajj thanliya tha ki jo bhi ho ajj wo apne bete ke jindegi ko sudharne ke liye pehli step jarur lengi arr koi bhi chij ajj unhe roknahi sakta.She wants to remove black cloud of her pastlife which changed her son from a soft chhuby joyfull boy to rude,rough as rock man,she wants to see her that 15 year old boy whome she lost 20 years ago.Today she determined that nothing can stop her to make a step to take back her son.Sham ko wo intezar karti rahi apne bete ke ane ki taki wo usse bat karsake,Ram samko ghar lot te hi sofe pe bethi apne ma ki ankho ko dekh kar samjhgaya tha ki aj ma ne kuchh thanli he to wo bina kuchh reaction diye normal behave karte hue sofe pe betha aur Banshi kaka ko chai ke liye bola arr table pe rakhe magazine ko padne laga.

Krishna ji-Ram, mujhe tumse kuchh jaruri bat karni he to carefully listen to me,I don't want any arguement over this matter and you have to agree what I will say.

Ram-Ma,whether I will agree or not will depend upon your wish, so please say straight,if that is in my hand Iwill fullfill.

Krishna ji- Wo sirf tumhari hi haton me he,agar tum itna hi seedha sunna chahte ho to bat ye he ki me chahti hun tum jald se jald sadi karo,mujhe meri bahu chahiye me marne se pehle tumhe apni life me settle dekhna chahta hun,tumhe khus dekhna chahta hun.Arr mene ladki bhi dekhli he,kal tum apne office se ek din ke liye off lelo hume kal Sharma ji ke ghar jana he mene unki badi beti Priya ko tumhareliye chuna he wo har maine se tumhare liye kabil he jo tumhe sambhalsake tumhare jindegi me khusiyan hi khusiyan lasake,but me chahta hun ki tum khud use ek bar mil lo.

Ram-What are you saying Ma ? Appne sabkuchh decide karliya arr mujhe bataya tak nahi,mene pehle bhi bahat bar kaha he mujhe sadi pe bharosha nahi, na khud pe, na kisi arr pe ye meri life he arr me apne life me kisi ki mahjudgi nahi chahta,I want to live alone and free,apne sab thik ki he to ap ko hi sab todna padega Iwill never go to meet that girl and sadi ki bat to dur ki he.Itna bolke Ram wohan se janewala hota he.

Krishna ji-Ram but ye yad rakho tumhari life se meri life bhi judi he arr agar tum meri bat nahi manoge to it will be the last day of my life,after that you will be free for your whole life. No one will stop u.There is hurt and anguish in her voice which reflects in her tears that made Ram week,he can not see his mother like this.

Ram-Ma app mujhe imotional blackmail karrahe hain,agar appki yahi marji he to sahi me kal jaunga but me uss ladki se bat karna chahunga.

Krishna ji-Wiping her tear happily she said that ,ye to me chahti thi tum usse milo I know you will like her.

                                                                   Next day Ram arr Krishna ji Sharma ji ke ghar Vikram arr Neha ke sath jate hain.Due to Krishna ji Ram behaved politely but he determined something in his mind to break this marriage.Kuchh der bad Shipra ji Priya ko lekar ati hain.White embrodoried salwar pehnti hui apne kale kale curly balo ko ek side pe pinup karti hui priya looked like an angel,She came and took blessings of Krishna ji,and Krishna ji made her seat near her.Priya ko dekh kar ram ki determination arr bhi badh jati he,now he is conformed that Priya jesi ladki ki jindegi kharab karne ka koi haq nahi he use ajj use ye sadi jese bhi karke todna hi he.Priya Ram ki taraf dekhti he tabhi ek pal ke liye dono ka eye contact hojata he,usipal hi Priya ko ye ehsas hojata he ki uske ma papa ne uske liye uski sapno ka rajkumar hi dhunda he,she remains quite.

Ram-Excuse me everyone I want to talk to priya.

Sharma ji-Han han beta tum Priya se bat karsakte ho,Priya tum Ram ko appne kamre me le jao arr jo bhi bat karna he karlo.

Ram-No,uncle ji mujhe Priya se jo bhi bat karni he sabke samne karni he khas kar applogo ke samne.Tab tak Krishna ji samjh jate hen ki Ram kuchh gadbad karnewala he, wo pray karti hain ki essa kuchh na ho taki ye sadi tut jaye.Ram bolne lagta he.Priya you are a girl like others who may be dreamed of a groom who will love her whole life,make her life beautiful,give the strength and all the happiness in your life.But am not like that,am son of that man who betrayed my mother, leave us alone when we need him most.Raste pe chod diya hume jab me 15 shal ka tha ar bhag gaye kisi ar ladki ke sath,unhone mere Ma ka biswas toda,mere Ma ke pyar ko thukra diya.Me ussi admi ka ganda khoon hun samjhe tum, to how can you trust me? How can you marry me when I can not guarenty that meri ganda khoon kab tumhe dhoka desakta he,tumhari trust ke worthy nahi hun me,mujhe khud par bharosha nahi to tum arr tumhare parivar wale mujhe kese trust karsakte hain.Dont marry me,it will hurt you more and more in your life,isse achha he abhi tum ye sadi tod do.That is what I want to say,so decission is yours.Itna kehke wo wohan se chalajata he,Priya bas usko jate hue dekhti rehti he.Krishna ji bahat guilty feel karte hue Sharma ji se mafi mangti he arr Vik arr Neha ke sath wapas ajate hen.Sharma house me to jese sanata chajta he,sab shocked the ki ye sab kya hogaya.

Sharma ji-Achha hua ki bat age badnese pehle hi sab pata chalgaya,humari beti ki jindegi barbad honese pehle bachgayi.Jis insan ko khud par bharosa nahi ar jo khud ko nahi sambhal sakta jo sadi se pehle hi dhoka ki bat kare wo sadi jese pavitra riste ko kese nivayega.

Priya-Nahi papa,Ram hi mere liye sahi insan he sayad sabse achhe.Me unhise hi sadi karungi.

Sudhher ji-What ???Priya tu pagal to nahi hogayi sab kuchh apne ankho ke samne dekh ke bhi tu anjan banrahi he teri jindegi barbad hojayegi uske sath.

Priya-Nahi papa,agar wo ese insan hote arr agar wo meri jindegi barbad karna chahte to wo yesab pehle nahi batate, hn wo baharse khud ko rough dikhane ki kosis karte hen but mene unke ankho me masumiyat  arr sachhai dekha he.Unki ankho me dard he papa arr mujhe us dard se pyar hogaya he mujhe unki dard dur karna he,Papa plz gour se unko samjhne ki koshis kijiye tab apko pata chalega ki Ram hi mere liye sahi he.Sudheer ji kuchh der chup rehte hen ar Shipra ki taraf dekhte hen,Shipra bhi hn bharti he.Sudheerji priya ko gale laga ke bolte hen ki unki beti ab badi hogayi he.Wo turant phone karke Krishna ji ko riste ki manjuri dedete hen.

                                     Kapoor manssion me Krishna ji sofe me bethirehti hen Vikram arr Neha bhi bethe the,sab shocked the Ram ki behaviour se,Krishna ji hope chod chuke the sadi ka but jab Sudheer ji ka phone aya to wo khusi se jorse rone lagi,tabhi Ram ko andar ate hue dekh apni ankho se anshu pochte hue Krishna ji bole-Ram me galat nahi thi, Priya hi wo ladki he jo tumhe samjhegi,ajj usne tumhari roughness ko nahi tumhari andar ki softness ko chuna he pehchana he arr sadi ke liye hn bhara he.Ab tum peeche nahi mudsakte ye sadi hokar raghegi mujhe Priya par bharosha he wo mujhe meri purana ram lotasakti he.Ye bolke wo pamndit ji se bat karne chali jati hen,Ram gusse me chilata hua sofe pe bethta he ar hat me drink lete hue bolta he.

Ram-How can she do that ??Khud ko samajhti kya he wo,mujhe pehchanlia mujhe ar mujhe change karegi,wo samajhti he ki wo mujhe jeet gayi ?? bat samajh nahi ati use ?? mujhse sadi karegi ?? agar apne jindegi ko hell banane ka itna hi sauk he to thik he go to hell Priya Sharma.

Vikram- Ram tu kya karnewala he ?? dekh ram Priya bahat achhi ladki he, uske sath kuchh galat mat karna wo tumhari jindegi me khusiyan hi layegi to uss khusion ko kyon accept nahi karleta.Dont do anything to hurt her.

Ram-Usne khud chuna he hurt hona mene use option diya tha, agar wo samjhti he ki Ram Kapoor ko jeet liya to galat, she will never succeed.Ye bolke wo wohn se chalajata he.Uski bat sunke Vikram arr Neha tensed hojate hen ki kahin Ram ka gussa un dono ka jindegi na kharab karde.Days passed,finally the day came when Ram and Priya became husband and wife,that day Krishna ji was so happy.Bidai ke wakt Sudhher ji Priya ko gale lagate hue bolti hen-Beta mujhe tum pe pura bharosha he ekdin tum Ram ko apna bana paoge mera ashirwad humesha tumhare sath he, humesa khus raho beti jindegi ki har khusi tum dono ko mile.Whole day Ram remained silent,they came to KM, grahaprabesh was done,all rasam was done well Ram remain silent as he don't want to hurt his mother.At night Neha took Priya to Ram's room which was decorated with flowers and candles,before leaving her she said-Priya I know tum samjhdar ho humare dost ko arr apne riste ko sambhal lena,tc.Priya muskura deti he ar Neha ke jane ke bad gulab ke pankhudi se saje bed pe beth ke Ram ka intezar karne lagti he.About 2am in night Ram entered his room seeing Priya on his bed his anger grew no bounds but he controlled himself and stubbornly said-Move out from my bed.Ram ke bbolte hi Priya chupchap bedse utarti he arr ek corner me khade hojati he,ram turant apne bed pe pade rose petals ko saf karta he ar apne wardrobe se nightdress nikalte hue fresh hone chalejata he ar kuchh der bad ake bina Priya ko dekhe bed pe sone chalajata he ye dekh ke Priya gussa hone ke bajaye muskurate hue dheerese bolti he-Thank u Ram it was so uncomfortable to sleep on rose petals now  I can sleep soundly,wo apne heavy gehno ko utarti he ar fresh hoke night gown pehnke apne side pe sojati he.Ye sab dekh ke ram ko arr gussa ajata he.Esse hi char panch din bit jate hen ram jitna Priya ko hurt karne ki kosis karta he wo hurt hone ki bajaye ar comfortable behave karti he which makes him more angry.Sadi ke bad ese hi 12mahina  bit jata he Priya humesa Ram ki kareeb jane ki koshis karti rehti he ar Ram usse dur,one day Shipra ji came to meet Priya ,they are talking.Ram was passing and heard their convo.

Shipra-Priya tu khus to he na Ram ke sath ?? unhone tumhe accept to kia he na??

Priya-Nahi ma unhone mujhe accept nahi kia he, but me khus hun me apne sadi se khus hun,ek na ek din wo bhi mujhe accept karenge ye mujhe biswas he.

Shipra ji-Priya tune esa kyon kia ??kabtak tu unke pyar ke ass se jeeti rahegi ??

Priya-I will wait,because I love him , I love my husband, I love him.Ye sunne ke bad Ram wohan se nikal jata he,wo teji se gadi chalate hue wohn se chalajata he ar samandar ke kinare beth ke sochta rehta he,how can she love him so much ?? trust him so much ?? she does not desorve him. one day he will hurt her. why she don't realise it ??why why why ???He cried a lot that day and determined that enough of those cold trys now he will hurt her so hard that she will leav him.He determined and left for home.Next day,it is anniversery of raya.Priya is so happy she bought a matching coat for ram and waiting for ram to come from bathroom so that she can wish him and give him his gift.Ram came out and wear the shirt and standing infront of mirror,when Priya came from backside and started to make Ram wear the coat she bought saying happy anniversery,suddenly Ram threw the coat out of her hand and angrily said-What the hell are u doing ??How dare you to touch me ??? You married me, that does not mean you won me,I did not accept you nor will accept in future,you married me on your choice and so don't expect anything from me.Remain in your limits.Agar nahi rehna to ajad kardo mujhe bhi arr khud bhi ajad hojao,ye pyar ka ar patibrata hone ka dhong chodo,I know ki tumne sirf paise ke liye sadi ki he,fine give me divorce and I will give you plenty of mony but please leave me free.Go away of my life forever.His every word pinning sharply in Priya's heart as thorn but remained silent,, only tears flowing from her eyes.Ram stormed out of his room and drove out of KM but he didn't go office. he can't. he drove to sea shore and cried hard because of hurting Priya whole day he cried. its evening Ram came home, his eyes were swollen,It was raining hard outside,he asked Banshi kaka about Priya.Banshi kaka said that Priya memsab terrace pe thi abhi barish horahi he to sayad apne kamre me honge.Ram went to his room,there is no trace of Priya,he searched her everywhere in house,Banshi kaka left for marketing,Krishnaji went for seven day trip to Haridwar,he was worried,Suddenly something struck to his mind.Wo bhagte hue terrace pe gaya ar wohan pe shocked hoke khadaraha.Priya is standing all drenched,though it is raining he can recognise the tears flowing from her eyes,he can not control himself,he cant see his wife like this,his wife that struck to his mind, yes his wife, who love him to the eternity whome he constantly hurting but she did not complain even once but on the other hand gave him all the love she has,yes she is his wife,all the anger of his life all thought which provoke him to hurt her vanished,he did not realise when he came so near to her,he took Priya's face in his hand Priya looked straight to his eyes in longingness like she is begging for his acceptance, his love,that one look made Ram forget everything.He slowly finish the distance between them,he softly kissed her forehead then eyes and looked at her eyes one more time as he is waiting for permission.Priya for the first time saw the love she wanted for herself in his eyes, the acceptance,she blinks her eyes and Ram made his way and softly kissed her lips which became passionate one.That night was heavenly for both of them they became true man and wife in body mind and soul.Next day Priya wokeup first and found herself on the bare chest of ram,flashes of last night came in front of her,she blushed and looked at her love and burried her head on his chest.Her happiness did not last for more time,after some time when Ram woke and found Priya so close to him, last incident came to his mind,He suddenly came out of bed,that made Priya shocked.IT WAS A MISTAKE was the last line which Ram said to Priya before leaving for US for one month.That day Priya remain silent as rock, shocked and hurt,but then she made her mind that sayad Ram ko kuchh time lagega, jo pyar usne Ram ke ankho me dekha tha wo kabhi galat nahi hosakta,she will wait she have to keep faith on her love.Krishna ji came and life is passing normaly,Priya kabhi bhi ye nahi jatayi ki itna kuchh bitgaya he.Ram ne jane ke bad ek bar bhi call nahi kiya tha.one month gone Ram jis din anewala tha wo din delay hogaya ar 5 din bad ka date bana,usdin Priya apne kamre ko saf karte bakt ajeeb sa mehsoos karne lagi,kuchh dino se vomiting horahi thi sayad uss bajese,ye soch ke wo ignore karti rahi but tabhi use chakar aya arr wo girpadi Krishnaji usdin bahat tensed the arr Priya ko hospital lejane ke liye bole but Priya ne unhe promise kia ke next day wo chalijayegi ar uske liye unko Amritsar trip cancel nahi karna chahiye uske samjhane se Krishna ji Amritsar chalegaye.Nextday Priya check up ke liye gayi sare check ups hogaye.

Priya-Doctor kya hua he ??  is everything fine?

Doctor-Yes Priya you arer all fine balki tumhare liye ek khuskhabri he,you arer pregnant Priya, one month pregnant.Ab se tumhe apna arr apne baby ka pura khayal rakhna padega.

Priya apne kano pe biswas nahi karparahi thi,wo ma banne bali he Ram ke bachhe ki unke pyar ki nisani ab uske sath he,ye uski umid ki kiran banega wo undono ki bich ki duriya kam karega wo desperate horahi thi ki ye news kese ram ko bataye.Wo jaldi se KM wapas loti khusi se wo pagal horahi thi wo Ram ki ane ki intezar karrahi thi.Tin din ke bad ram bapas aya ghar ane ke baje wo seedha office chalagaya Vikram ne phone karke priya ko informe kardiya tha to Priya to besabr horahi thi ramse milne.
Sam ko Ram ghar lot te hi seedha apne room me gaya,Priya use dekh ke uske taraf ate hue bichh me rukjati he.

Priya-Ram bo bo mujhe apse bat karni thi.Before she can tell anything Ram interrupted her..

Ram-Priya don't say that usdin jo bbhi hua wo hamare pyar ke bajese hua,wo ek mistake tha usdin hum dono imotionally weak the agar usdin tumhare jagh koi ar bhi hota to sayad me uske sath bhi wohi karta.Am sorry but I told you before am not trustworthy but you did not listen me.But ab me arr dohri jindegi nahi jisakta mene bahat sochne ke bad ye dicission liya he ki hume divorce le lena chahiye so that we both can live freely,ye raha divorce papers tum sign kardo to coart me case jayega ar within 3 to 6 months we will be free.Priya remained still,what can she tell?? all her hope, dream was gone in one moment,she lost everything.Ram left the room silently,Priya left all hope for her marriage,she determined not to tell Ram about her pregnancy,she knew that  nothing will happen it will be better to keep quite till her divorce,she now don't want to force Ram anymore.Three months passed,both of them remain silent Priya signed the papers.One day Ram went to hospital to meet his business client who is admitted there,he saw Priya,and thought why she is here??Wo turant Priya ko phone lagata he arr puchhta he ki kahn he but Priya use jhut bolti he ki wo market me he.Ram Priya ko pichhese dekhraha tha ar use jhut bolte sunke sak ar bhi badgaya,wo chup raha ar Priya ko follow kia.Priya apne daily check up ke liye doctor se bat karrahi thi ar Ram chupke unki bate sunraha tha.

Priya-Doctor how is my baby,is my baby fine ??

Doctor-Han priya your baby is fine now you are three month pregnant and your baby's growth is quite visible.Next week check up me tum uski heart beat sunpaogi.Mene kuchh dabai likh di he use continue karo ar stress bilkul  nahi lena.

                                                                      Ram stand there stunned,he is going to be father,his baby is coming and he is ignorant, why Priya did not tell him that she is pregnant ???Kese batati Ram,tune use batane diya kabhi tu to ye bhi accept nahi karta ki wo tumhari biwi he arr usdin jo hua wo tumhari mistake nahi tha tumhara pyar tha ,inner Ram told him.A loan pair of tear flowed from his eyes.He cant tell Priya because wo uski layak nahi he,wo khus rehne ki haqdar nahi he.use is bachhe ko bhi Priya se alag karna hoga nahi to priya kabhi khus nahi rehpayegi wo ar ek Krishna ko nahi dekhna chahta.Sham ko Ram apne room me enter karta he,Priya apne bed pe leti rehti he ek hat apne pet ke upar rakhte hue jese kuchh gehri sochh me dubi hui.Ram priya ki taraf dekhta he ar apne bachhe ke taraf jo uski kok me he sayad ye last time wo dekhega.

Ram-(ANGRILY)Priya why did not you tell me that you arr pregnant ??why ?? its been three months ar tumne mujhe bataya nahi.priya stood up and look at Ram ,softly said- I want to say. tried a lot but you did not gave me chance, you don't want this life, you want to be free ,so I will not force you.What do you mean force?? ye sab natak chodo,arr chalo mere sath mene appointment li he abortion ki,you are  going to abort it.

Priya was stunned,anger grew in her,how can he tell that ??Who are you to tell me to abort my child and why?

Ram-Because it will hurt you in future, it is not result of love which you thought. it is symbol of my hatred for you dammit.

Priya-So, what ram why you bothered for me ?? You want to hurt me right ?? to ab kyon fikar horahi he ?? ar ye meri body he mera fesla he me abort nahi karungi

Ram-Me kan hota hun ?? hn,ye mera bachha he godammit mujhe pura haq he ye fesla lene ki.

Priya-Apka bachha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sirf apka ans hojanese ye apka bachha nahi hojata,apne to use mistake kaha tha na apne mujhe accept nahi kiya na mere pyar ko accept kia .mujhe jo pyar diya use accept nahi kia to ye apka bachha kese hua ?? boliya kese hua ???She is crying loudly.In her sob she continue.U say that it will hurt me hn ?? it will not hurt me in future as my love for you will be with me as my child samjhe. my child hosakta he wo apke liye hatred ho but wo mera pyar he chahe ap accept kare ya na kare. ye meri pyar ki nisani he arr me ise kisi ke liye bhi apne se dur nahi karungi chahe mujhe duniya se bhi dur jana kyon na pade.It will not hurt me Ram it IS HURTING me now,your nonacceptance of our love,your calling our child as symbol of hatred  hurting me.YOU won ram you won,I was wrong that one day I will be a part of your life we will enjoy OUR LIFE I can find your love but I was so wrong,you won I am hurt ok.But it is fine you want to be free na ?? so I am making you free now.I will go so far from you, don't worry my child will not trouble you.You will not see me any more.enjo your life Ram enjoy.Saying this she started to go from room,when ram stoped her by hugging her from backside.

Ram-No priya,I can't enjoy my life without my wife, my love, my child,Yes today I confess you that I LOVE U and our child is not the symbol of my hatred love he/she is symbol of our pure love which change my hatred for life to love which I lost 20 yrs back.I love you Priya am sorry that I hurt you so much, am afraid that my blood will betray you but I was so duffer I did not get that in doing this I am hurting you already,please maf kardo mujhe agar tumne mujhe sudhara he to mere sudharti jindegi me tumhari ar hamare bachhe ki jarurat he mujhe.He kneeled down infront of her.

Ram-Priya kya tum mere pyar banke mere jindegi ke naye safar me mere sath chalogi?Kya tum mujhe ar mere pyar ko accept karogi.

                     With tears flowing from her eyes Priya said-Jab apke hatred love ko mene suru se accept kia he to ab apke unconditional love ko accept nahi karsakti kya ???Ram stood up and hugged Priya.They now knew that it is the begining of new life with full of love and end of hatred love.

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